Chapter One

Sometimes you feel like no one cares. You just feel like evryone hates you. You are ignored by your friends even your best friends. You are around your friends but they don't even know you are with them. You loved someone who never loves you back. You have friends that said that you are ugly, loser, idiot and many more. All you have to do is stay strong and ignore everything. You just have to act like you don't care at all. Just have fun and enjoy your life. You only live once, so enjoy it. Sometimes you feel like you are having fakefriends and they don't even care about you. They used to be so close to you but they used you for their own goods. And you're confused why they are mad at you. You try to say sorry to them but they don't want to accept your apologize. Your friend who is not even close to you , steals your close friend and it really hurts. Your close friend that usually spends their time with you now spends their time with their new friend. It really hurts, isn't it? They are just be nice for you because the common reason is they want to be close to his or her crush. It just hurts you from the back. Maybe they are nice in front of you but talks about you at the back of you. There are actually no fake friends but in our age we learn which one is the fake friend and which one isn't. Have you ever felt if you and your best friend like the same person? It's like you have to let your best friend date the one you like. It's a hard choice between "date the one you like but it brake your friendship" or "let your bestfriend date the one you like but broken hearted instead"? All you hope is "date the one you like but it doesn't brake your friendship", but how?! In every choice we chose, there is always the bad effect and the good one. Sometimes we date by "backstreet" that means secretly dating someone. I know your best friend gonna hate you even more. They began ignoring you, exclude you and many more. Everytime they do that to you, you try not to care and make yourself busy. It's hard not to care but we have to. We sometimes spend our time alone in our bedroom locked. And hearing music all day.